Daddy ,I wish you were here , I have noone who i can really talk to mom is so far away.I feel so alone..if you were here i know you could have helped with Rich & I , I have no clue of what we are going through ,Im so scared this time it is so different . He wants his space but im so afraid that its over ...He is my life ,my whole life he is apart of me and i dont want to let him go... Dad I know your there in heaven & I know you can here me so please help me .. go to him & remind him of all the reasons we feel in love & all the reasons why we have stayed in love & have stayed together , & everything that is important to the both of us. Dad I know you are my Angel ,, so please guide me through this devastating road imgoing through... I Love You Daddy...Please help me save my marraige I love this man with all of my heart & with all the breathe I have inside me... he is my life..  Bring him home!!!! 

DAd It seems just like yesterday , that You and i were going back and forth to your dr.app. I miss that so much . I miss the drives , the conversations we would have . I miss how we would talk about so many things and share our thoughts . It was fun reminicing on the past . like we use too do. I miss your calls and being able to go up and see you. I miss being able to call you when I need someone to talk too, or just how you were there just to listen to me , when I needed to get things off my chest.It didnt matter what I was talking about or what I was complaining about you always listened to me.. You never complained.. I Loved you so much for that.. Im glad I had such a good friend in you. Dad I hope as time goes by It gets easier.to be able to let you just be at piece ,instead of me feeling that Im being so selfish that I want you to still be here with me. I know your looking down on me watching me be so mean to people. I dont mean to be , I just need to learn how to cope . Its not easy. thats why I try to just stay by myself.BUt im sure with your love and guidence you can help me through this. I love you dad... You will forever be in my heart...

I love you grabndpa you will always be in are hearts xoxoxoxoxoxo.

we are always here for you uncle danny

DAD ,,, PLEASE COME BACK HOME TO US !! WE LOVE YOU & MISS YOU EVERYDAY, LIFE JUST IS NOT THE SAME WITHOUT YOU.... FOREVER IN MY HEART !!!!!! YOUR DAUGHTER KARIE FOREVER MISSING YOU!!!

Dad , yesterday I stopped by to drp off some things at my nina's . she was at the dr. but i visited a little while with aunt Velia.. It was a good visit we talked about you  a little bit it brought a few tears to my eyes .   This pass weekend i also visited with brian and vincent it was really nice to see them .. brian and i have been keeping in touch. its nice to get to know my family  Selina has been keeping in touch to . she has been a big help with alot of things , she probably doesnt think so but she has. Today I talked with Micheal he misses you alot . i Knew he would . the two of you were close. Im sure my Nino isnt do that great either but you know he's alot like you he trys to hide it . but we can see right through him. ive been wanting to go visit him but its to hard to go up there knowing you wont be there in your room or the garage.. but ill get there soon. I had a dream of you the other night . I didnt want to wake up . i tried so hard to stay asleep so I could try to change the out come of it but as I woke I realized It was real , you were gone.. I wasnt able to bring you back to us.I felt like I failed you again,I feel so guilty sometimes. but I do Know that It was out of my hands.  I look at your pictures and i think youre at home ,but i know its just wishful thinking . I cant even pray anymore cuz it doesnt seem like it helps  any .. Dad I wish you were stil here with us everyday, Not a day goes by that i dont think of you & want to call you or go see you. It hurts so much people say time heals all wounds well Im not to sure . the pain seems to be getting worse im feeling the distants  much more not only with you but with everyone , you know how i am . I could of gone out with denise & selina & everyone but I chose to stay home & be by myself . Lil Danny & I were talking about youb alittle bit the other day . He doesnt admit it but he also misses you He's just hurt ..  the two of you are so much alike in so many ways. you try so hard to not be like someone but you end up being so much like them. Well Dad I will let the you watch over me while i sleep now good night , I hope I have sweet dreamzzz of you Tonight... I LOVE YOU MUAHHHHHHHHHH >> FOREVER IN MY HEART !! YOU WILL NEVER BE FORGOTTEN!!!!!!!

Will yesterday we went to go celebrate Little's First Holy Communion.His growing up to be such a handsome young man. And I was very proud of him.... But I know you were there looking down and giving your own blessings. Later that night I was watching Alyssa play pool with Bryan's little boy Bryan. I couldn't help to notice how well her pool skills are. You are to thank for that. That is something that will always remain with her uncle Danny(You didn't realize the little things that you thought are the special things that will always remain in thier/our hearts).She powdered her hands and measured out her shoots,. It was a sight to see. By the way she kicked his butt!!!!

 

Last weekend I went out with Denise. It was very nice. I wish we didn't wait so long to start spending more time like that with one another. BUT WE ARE ALL going to continue it. I love you Uncle Danny.....

      Grandpas hands 

 

When we were just children and you would hold our hands,we didnt have a worry, We didnt understand. As we grew and learned to stand up on our own, Sometimes we were scared and we felt alone. But then there you were standing by our side. You held our hands again and taught us not to hide. We are older and wiser now. Now we understand. The strength that lies within us  Came From Grandpas Hand......

 WE LOVE YOU GRANDPA < Love Your Grandkids Breanna, Daniel, Rachel, Steven,Rudy ,Cody,Alyssa,Lil Rich,Ryan ,Stevie rae, & Tiffany . Always in our hearts and never forgotten................

 

                           My Daddy's Hand

      Daddy , take my hand in yours and you will plainly see. how very much I need you now to love and care for me, As my little hand grows, I will need you even more, Everything I do in life I have never done before. Teach meto be kind and loving, sharing and forgiving . Show me through your acts of love the pure joy of living. The years will pass by quickly and one day I will be grown. I will pass  what you have taught me onto my own childern. Hold me always in your thoughts and remember when we are apart, The special love between a child and a daddy's heart. Love Karie

So my party turned out GREAT!!! I had a blast. I really enjoyed seeing and spending it with alot of people I don't really see on a regular bases. That's the one thing I regret not doing with you. I wish that you and I spent more time in your life time together. I wish I gotten to know MY UNCLE DANNY more then I did. And I want you to know that even though we didn't or I never really showed or said it....I LOVE YOU!!!! You were and still are... "Real Special". Everyone takes life and time for granted.And I've learned not to.Even though your death is horrible and heart breaking.....You were an Angel hidden in disguise,because through all of this you have brought my cousins and I closer together. I love the cousins you have given me, and plan on spending and getting closer and closer with them for the rest of OUR LIVES!!!! I love you......And don't work too hard up there.

DAD ,

          MOM HASNT BEEN FEELING GOOD LATELY , PLEASE WATCH OVER HER FOR US KIDS. I DONT THINK WE COULD BARE TO LOSE HER TOO. AS MUCH AS WE NEED YOU TO WATCH OVER US WE ALSO NEED YOU TO BE THERE FOR HER TO .

THE OTHER NIGHT WAS SELINAS 30'TH B-DAY , IT WAS A GREAT PARTY. BUT I DONT HAVE TO TELL YOU, IM SURE YOU ALREADY KNOW. I KNOW YOU DIDNT MISS THAT ONE!!!! MICHEAK CALLED TODAY  , I SENT HIM A VIDEO HE WANTED TO SAY THANK YOU AND TO SEE HOW US GIRLS ARE. HE LOVES YOU & MISSES YOU TOO. SO DOES UNCLE JJ . OH YHEA JEREMIAH SHOWED UP TO SELINAS PARTY! HE IS VERY HANDSOME IT WAS REALLY GOOD TO SEE HIM. I HOPE HE STICKS AROUND SO WE COULD GET TO KNOW ARE COUSIN ALOT BETTER. I HOPE HE ALSO WANTS TO GET TO KNOW US TO.  I  ALSO TALKED TO BONNIE B. & ROBERTA F. THEY BOTH CALLED ME . I WAS REAL SHOCKED, BUT IM GLAD I HEARD FROM THEM. I TOLD THEM ABOUT YOU & ROBERTA TOLD ME HER DAD PASSED 3 YRS AGO & HER MOM 5. "CRAZY "  DAD  KEEP IN EYE OUT FOR THOSE GOLDEN GIRLS , I NEED THEM HERE ........ LOVE YOU & MISS YOU  GOOD NIGHT SWEET DREAMZZZZZZZZ !!!!!! MUAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH XOXOXOXO

  OH YHEA I FOUND A COUPLE OF PICTURES OF YOU TONIGHT. OF YOU DENISE , RACHEL, I LIKED THE ONE OF YOU & DANIEL YOUR GRANDSON THE BEST.............. I'LL HAVE TO PUT THEM UP ON HERE AFTER I SCAN IT.........

hey grandpa I miss you,I cant stop thinking about you. Now your home with JESUS and the ANGELS.Wish you were still here sitting on your chair. EveryDay I think about you, everywhere too. Im thinking about you constantly,your on my mind every day.All of us are thinking about you.Every day I think if I could have changed I would. Talk To You Later!!!!!!!  I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

   DO NOT STAND AT MY GRAVE AND WEEP,

      I AM NOT THERE, DO NOT SLEEP.

   I AM A THOUSAND WINDS THAT BLOW,

   I AM THE DIAMOND GLINTS ON SNOW,

   I AM THE SUNLIGHT ON RIPENED GRAIN,

   I AM THE GENTLE AUTUMN'S RAIN.

  WHEN YOU AWAKEN IN THE MORNING HUSH

    I AM THE SWIFT UPLIFTING RUSH

    OF QUIET BIRDS IN CIRCLED FLIGHT.

   I AM THE SOFT STAR THAT SHINES AT NIGHT.

   DO NOT STAND AT MY GRAVE AND CRY,

 I AM NOT THERE, I DID NOT DIE..........

                             " ONE DAY AT A TIME"

 

 ONE DAY AT A TIME --- SWEET JESUS , THAT'S ALL I'M ASKING FROM YOU.-- JUST GIVE ME THE STRENGHT TO DO EVERYDAY WHAT I HAVE TO DO;  YESTERDAYS GONE SWEET JESUS, AND TOMARROW MAY NEVER BE MINE LORD HELP ME TODSY, SHOW ME THE WAY, ONE DAY AT A TIME.

I'M ONLY HUMAN, I'M JUST A MAN HELP ME BELIEVE IN WHAT I COULD BE, AND SLL THAT I AM. SHOW ME THE STAIRWAY, I HAVE TO CLIMB. LORD FOR MY SAKE TEACH ME TO TAKE ONE DAY AT A TIME.

DO YOU REMEMBER? WHEN YOU WALKED AMONG MEN,

WELL,, JESUS, YOU YOU KNOW IF YOUR LOOKING BELOW. THAT IT'S WORSE NOW THAN, THEN

PUSHING AND SHOVING, CROWDING MY MIND SO,FOR MY SAKE , TEACH ME TO TAKE ONE DAY AT A TIME..........